so much to share!!

04/09/25, 05:57pm

oh boy oh boy hello nekoweb its been a bit since ive updated u guys. where do i begin!
i'll start off with the traveling ive done. i flew to north carolina with my family for my aunts wedding, and oh my goodness it was so country and beautiful. she did hay bale seats outside for the ceremony, and the venue she went with had a lake and just the best scenery imaginable. the food was homemade bbq from the people who own the property (guess they offer catering too!)... the fried chicken was yummy af. i got a little too drunk but overall i had lots of fun and so did she :D

aside from the wedding, her now-husband owns a TON of animals including like 8 or something horses, cows, a donkey, farm cats, and what i assume were hunting dogs. along with that, my aunt personally has 3 cats and a dog in her home (though one of the cats is outdoors). if u havent already figured it out i really love animals so i had quite a hoot with interacting with all of them. did you know cows have rough tongues the same way cats do?? i found that out while i was there. very cool.

something really silly is that while i was over there i had a THICK southern accent- not sure if code switching is the right term to use here but for lack of a better phrase thats what happened. and the funniest thing is that it disappeared within like, 2 days of being back home.

being back home has been hellish to be entirely honest. after maybe day 3 back i ended up in the psych ward for about 3 days/4 nights. that was also hellish but on the bright side not only did i check myself in but i checked myself out and got what i needed out of it so thats all that matters. long story short, my hometown is what i like to call "an echochamber of my trauma" and every time i leave and come back it is proven that i just cannot live here much longer. thankfully though i have plans to move down near the beach in just a few months so thats exciting! oh man did i even talk about the beach?? i dont think so.

i took a solo trip down to the beach during spring break and i truly had the time of my life. i spent most of it alone just exploring, visiting local art sites and other cute fun things, along with of course tanning and swimming and enjoying the coastal nature. there was one day i went to the beachside bar that was PACKED full of people (i had been spending my time on a private beach area prior) and made some buddies for that day. they were all queer girls! it was awesome. the house i stayed in was in a neighborhood just an hour away, and the house across from me had a SHIT TON of cats which i frequently visited and slowly earned the trust of. im pretty sure one of them imprinted on me TwT i miss them and i hope they remember me when i go back.

right now i am just dealing with the side effects of my new medication (which is a mix of drowsiness and restlessness so im sure u can imagine the suffering i am facing right now aha help me). soon over the next month or so i will be slowly packing my things. bae's birthday is next week and i have been working on her gifts so i am excited for that also.

okay i think thats all for now. i missed this place a lot. hi nekowebbers and soniwebbers hi and bye.